Saturday, August 16, 2008
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Hello Readers,let's start with a disturbing yet true statement : I'm fucking stupid. & its not just for the sake of saying it There's this friend of mine,Z. we used to be so close until she start doing things that i loathe then there's this friend of mine,E. i love hanging out with her & she's different from Z in alot of ways. Z starts to notice that i'm drifting apart from her and lets just say she isn't happy. She badmouths about E and hope that i would listen to her. the stupid part:i did. When i talk to E about it,She's not happy too.who would? I found myself in this mess again when i'm force to choose my own friends. seriously Z,this is getting old.i'm tired of having to choose who i want to be with. & again its a case of me being used. over and over again. Z said i was being used by E but then again,she's has alot more money than me. Do you know how stupid you sound ,Z? Secretly i thought it was you who's using me. money,clothes,ciggy.ciggy was last time when i'm full with it. but now its clothes & money. clothes!i cant believe i just said 'sure,i'll find it' to you. So that's why i'm stressing over something that's not suppose to be stressed about. friends are suppose to make friends happy not miserable.