Sunday, December 7, 2008
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-Friday- slacked with Nad,Yas,Khai(!!!),Amie,Alep & Wan ! beside khai's name because i soo miss him & look what the cat drag in. FILIANA! with the cuzzie,shasha. nope,i'm not gonna let you pull my tress. haha!
-Saturday- Firstly, went to follow mum to geylang yes, which mean i had to wake up damn early. 9.00 am,precisely. early rightttt?! BUT! but,i did wake up which is something i'm very proud of. considering im never the early riser. haha, & i manage to make a plan with nadbunc on that day. decided to go to marina barrage but..... it's raining kittens & puppies(woof woof ehk,nad?) call Amie & thank god, yas was with him. Since Papi insist that we meet them at bugis, we made our way there. note to be taken: it was my first time seeing papi but he was oh-so-friendly, i had no problem being comfortable in his presence plus the day was 'everbody's night' since he paid for everything. best kannn... the not-so-best part,i reached home around 1+ i knocked.. and knocked.. scared,knocked harder,no one answered the door. i quickly made my way to nad's crib and stayed the night there. with my mum's knowledge,of cause. Yas,being the sweetest boy himself, asked me the next day which is today, what time i reached home,did i get scolding for being late, have i eaten yet & am i okay since he teased me the saturday night thru. answer is:6.30 am, thankfully no, im not gonna eat since you said im fat(lol) & dah biase kene kacau . & again being goddamn sweet, he asked where & who did i spend the night with. told him everything & how much i dislike that guy you know which guy,nad.hahaha!
okay,readers/Naqiah time to turn in. happy reading & i can't believe school's in 3 weeks++
Thursday, December 4, 2008
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I've been complaining about how i've gain so much weight & said that i won't care what others had to say YET here i am, spending 10 mins whining about my weight again & again & again. One simple Reason why:
I can't accept the number i see on the weighing scale.
i'm just like any other girls who can't accept my appearance because i look like a freaking 300-pound fugly monster. Oooookay enough ranting. i've gotta call nadhirah right now for tomorrow's plan.
Wednesday, December 3, 2008
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I'm feeling a little too fat right now. yup,i've gain a whole lot of pounds and definitely not happy with it. goddamnit,i will when everyone just stop giving those critical eyes and snark remarks! damn fuckers,just die please. last week,i've been trying so hard to not eat but then i think again, to let those muthafuckers have it their way? not gonna happen. i started eating again. Infact, i just gobbled waffle crisp, tempura chicken rice, seaweeds & a box of chilli chacha pocky. haha, i know.
anyway,i've been spending quite a time with Nadbunc. it was fabulous,of cos. and i just can't wait for the next one. what i'm craving right now is an outing with mom & rin to bugis, maybe(?) i just need to buy something new & definitely a new contact !!!!!!! my eyes are hurting & i can't see w/o it!