So What ?

Monday, September 29, 2008
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i hate it when someone gets mad at other person but vent it out on me

that just show how immature you are.
can't bare a slight anger,pathetic.
i already planned on buke with ellysatique today
but mother,being the party pooper(always had always will)
say i couldnt go out.
fine then.i won't study either.
i'll just keep on watching teevee and watching and watching
till i swear the bills gonna be OTT
social studies paper had just passed.3 down,more to go.
fuck.
ANYWAY ANYWAY ANYWAY,
tomorrow's gonna be fun.(i hope so)
school's at 7.20-10.00am
and there's gonna be PE which i'm looking forward to seeing someone.LOL
and english but sadly,physics.
you know,i know,we all know how boring physics can get.
and the sight isn't a candy in my eyes at all.
but after tomorrow,its gonna be HARI RAYA!!
cool shit or whut.
but i dont feel the same excitement i had few days ago
which was more enthusiastic than today.
why you ask.mother and sister are in a tiff right know
and it affects me because..sisters will blame me on everything.
that's them and i'm used to it.
so no more HAPPY-GO-LUCKY me.
everything just suck this minute,here i am trying to be excited
but there they are cursing me.
well,fuck them.

whatever.

4:54 PM

Saturday, September 27, 2008
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HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI IN:4 DAYS

Ironic ain't it?
'we don't talk about you so vice versa'
lame shit coming from bunch of ..what was that?...minah reps?
please,we're not that psycho to start bitchin' about innocent people.
in fact,we don't bitch,we're just merely stating the facts
like for example
'feeling-feeling minah reps padahal-padahal eh.'
and if you wanna called us 'bitch' (funny you,funny you.)
mark this,we don't have to try hard.
LOL,motherfookers

anyway,why does EOY has to clash with the special month?
grr,suck that.people like nad&amira are like,semangat studying and stuff
why can't i?
i think i suck in my english paper bacause the whole
45 mins that miss woon invigilate,i was busy disturbing her
& my boyfriend,sek jian.hahaha!
and emmanuel too,who would return the smile(sorry manuel,i'm with sek jian.for now)
and middle finger.but really,i know deep deep inside,he loves me.
okay,i need to stop this is disgusting.
people,this is an inside joke.nothing serious.
Muslim people,get primped and avoid geylang,it's crazy down there.
on other thought,please go to geylang.
sunday-to Geylang for last minute shopping.
Monday-buke at seoul garden with ellsatique(hopefully)
tuesday-bugis with atique but buka at HSH.
I SO CAN'T WAIT!

Labels: i love you, stupid bitch(:

9:15 PM

Tuesday, September 23, 2008
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Hello hello hello

CountDown to Hari Raya Aidilfitri:8 days
i know i'm freaking semangat but why shouldn't i?
i did after all,puasa.not like that person.
i can damn guarantee you all that she'll be the happiest
even when she barely puasa.
merepek noo?

Anyway,Dayah Jones,your new haircut is cute okay?
even Mr Clement Lee says so.
Heck care about those Jealous Haters.
fucking retard,right?
i cant believe you said my dear little cute friend here that
she's heffa and short?
short is kinda cute for her but fat?come on.
you're not that stick-thin either.
stop it with all your stupid remarks already.
its getting on EVERYONE'S last nerve.

Anddd,Alysaeudora Rosanne Ali
don't wait til 29 september to come to school.
boring lahh.
Nadhirah&Amira,hee hee.love the new project:D

Labels: xoox

10:40 PM

Sunday, September 21, 2008
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HARI RAYA IS IN A FEW DAYS TIME!
This year,it's gonna be orange colour.
herh,was expecting red but wth?orange's cool.
guess what guess what?
we(rin,kin,wanie,afann,jid&myself)played 'bunge api' on Friday
it was fun to the max. Wanie sleepover at our house so we meet afann at
bazaar to buy the 'bunge api'.we laughed all the way back home and afann...
well,let's just say,He's The Party.very loud but dang,he's cool.we talked about some people
and afann laughed SOO loud that the chinese ladyin front of us,jumped!
hell yeah,she jumped!after that to the treehouse to meet jid.
we started playing the whister and everything and jid made the first rocket.didnt quite work out.
second time,it did work out!the bad part:the surveillance came just on time to caught the whole thing.3 chinese and 2 malay.both malay starts questioning and stuff

m1:main bunge api per?
us:yups
m2:you guys playing crackers?nampak macam rocket jer?
m1:how long have you been here?
us:about 30 mins ago.
m1:slalu lepak sini per?
us:noo.first time.
m1:first time here?jadi sui-sui uh kene ni.what's your name?(points to jid)
us:Yazid
m1:how old?
us:18
m1: tinggal mane?
us:blk***
m1:(looks at rin,sitting beside jid)then you?
us:rin,18
m1:tinggal?
us:(points to the direction but not on the building itself)
m1:(looks at me)
us:aini,15..
m1:tinggal?
Jid:adek-beradek uh.
m1:who?
jid:(points at rin,me & kin)
m1:eh?then you?
wanie:wanie,18 tinggal kat yishun..
afann:afann,18.blk***.tapi name betul,afham uh.
m1:full name?
afann:muhammad afham
m1:wah,name sedap uh bro..
*irritated by the questioning already,rin shows attitude.who wouldnt?and she fights back with the boring voice*
rin:kiter baru datang sak.
m1:who said that?
rin:me
they give us warning and not to mess the place or burned the bush(??!?!)party pooper siakk.so continue playing and afann was doing circle by lighting a stick and swinging it.
the funniest part:the spark starts flying in the air & we all ranaway from afann.
after that we bring the fun all the way up to my house and do something i wont tell but we had a blast nonetheless.
saturday was fun too,buke with kin,wanie and debe.after which,kin planned to take pictures at the neoprint(wth right??hahaha)
we did and walked around somemore & time to say goodbye.
next saturday or sunday,planning to hit geylang for BUKE(pleeasee!!!still haven buke there yet.suck)and buy things for Raya(bags,shoes,clothes,etcetc)
sooo,i cannot wait!

toodles~

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12:38 PM

Wednesday, September 17, 2008
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i've read your blog.
and i didnt know if you're referring to me or not
but whatever.here's a reply.if i'm wrong and you meant someone else,then ignore this.
I dont understand why you stated in your blog like as if,i hate you?
but truthfully,i don't.my feeling towards you is neutral.
remember when we once fight?
it was over a boy,i know its as pathetic as it sounds.
you accuse me of stealing him away from you but i tried to convince you,we were just friend.
he talks to me only to know about you.and you got the wrong idea.
we tried to reconcile,didnt we?it worked out but just for a while.
and then everything seems normal.& you know how much i once despice you for having my bestfriend(former,now)
& you did it again.i'm not mad,really i'm not.Even though i'm not in talking-mode with you and her,pleassee encourage her to change herself back to the girl whom she once were.
and once more:i do not hate you,everthing is just neutral.you can choose not to talk,but if you do talk,i might just acknowledge you right back.you're right,i'm not a fighter so i dont want any war.

p/s:i'm gaining weight like fuck right now instead of losing.

Labels: Grrr

9:46 PM

Tuesday, September 16, 2008
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dear readers,
I'm here to say that The Girl who once stole my bestfriend
is doing it again.but you know what,girl?
Thank you with a capital 'T' cause you help me make things less hard.
for once you did the right thing and i'm soo proud of you.
but if ever you steal Ellysatique away,i'm sure going to treat you
like one of those stray dogs at the side of the road.
& i'm gonna make you wish you never have done what you did.
GEDDIT??thank you soo much.
and this other girl.i DO NOT understand why you called me a bitch
by the way i walk?
Do you know by saying that you're making yourself sound so ridiculous?
Come on lahh,i barely acknowledge you and by saying that wont make me start
talking to you.Pain-In-The-Ass.
Dayah Jones,thanks you for editing my friendster.i havent update for a lonnngg
time now.Appreciate it,Short Girl(lol)
Lastly,i wanna say i miss ELLYSATIQUE sooo much already.last time i saw them
was last tuesday?somewhere around there,i guess.anyway,if you girls are reading
this,text me when all three puasa okays?so we can buke together.

p/s:i still havent buke at Geylang!and i'm dying to go there,just love the atmosphere.

Labels: xoox

8:25 PM

Friday, September 12, 2008
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whoa okay,its been a looooong time since the last updation(is there a meaning?)
its all about school and fasting,right now.
and i'm proud to let you all know that i've been fasting since the first day.that's something i,myself didnt expect coming from me.moving on.

i'm getting REALLYYY sick and tired of you.i know by the time i finish ranting,you'll know who i'm talking about.every single time we talk,you would asked me how are you gonna lose weight.and i will tell you over and over again,EXERCISE!!stop asking me which pill is better,which machine is effective and which is not and for fuck sake,stop telling me to go fatter just so you could look less fat when standing next to me!and you asked me how to lose the blemishes on your face.I HAVE BLEMISHES TOO but i did not go self-obsess over it.maybe a little freak-out but that's it.why are you trying to be soo perfect?i've done that mistake before but not as RABAK as you.and if you wanna asked for my point of view?you're far,faraway from the word 'perfect'.and i'm not saying i'm perfect cause i'm not. You told me a whole lot of secret,i keep it safe and sound.i back you up when someone trash-talked about you. but have you ever do the same thing back ?I didnt have the heart to tell you flat out that you're being a nuisance but i just had enough.you make me fight with my own loved ones. so what if your sense of humor got everybody likes you?if i tell them what you did to them,do you think they still wanna be friends with you?i highly doubt so.and i even insult myself just to make you feel better of yourself.well,its not like i have a choice.you'll let all hell break loose when things don't go your way.you have a new bestfriend,thank god,good for you. why dont you just tell her everything and not me.cause i'm tired of handling all your problems.Now that i'm off your back,you can do whatever you want.i'm not stopping you.i guess the part when you just left me without so much of a wave got me off-guard. but i'm sure to get over it. and one last thing,if you really want my point of view,it's stop being a ****.being perfect is not just about the look,it's the inside too.and your inside?is whole lot meaner than how you look.and by the time you undergo all types of treatment for your skin and weight,i might just have to call you a faker.And you know i'm not just talking about your appearance.

p/s:i really need my bestfriend,chocolate.

5:25 PM